Easter celebration. Makan mie ayam....yuuukkk. However, this new shirt cheers me up a lil'bit. It's been a week lho...since I was deserted. Hak hak hak...
Planning on vacation with a budget tightens itself. D@mn....
But, what's been planned, shuld be done.
I have given up my hair, for I have given my vow.
My two friends, who have made me their fag hag, told me that I didn't deserve to be treated this way. I should get a better serve. He (God knows who) had treated me well. Through the hide n seek, blood and tears (literally), those experiences I wont forget. They're my heaven and hell.
Did I lose things? I surely wont say no. But Ive gained enough in return. I won't lie for He whose resurrection is celebrated knows, I would have stayed with my decision had I been given 2nd chance.
I know that my trespasses will be forgiven as I forgive those who trespass against me. So...by no means of taking it for granted, but I know IT WILL BE WORTHY.
My oh my....I have the greatest faith toward goodness.
ya of course....we have Easter stuff goin' on.
Waiting for nothing kata Andre...yaw dah...yang penting bisa have fun while waiting kan jadi sumthing toh?
Alrite....it's not that I can't but I won't. What would you do if you were in my shoes? Can't you see? It's impossible to choose. I do have limits. He's the limit.
by myself......how come? I'm biting more than I can chew. force my *ss not to choke. See, I know words are hazzardeous. Just didn't know that it will come to this point, where the hazzards are actually eating me alive. But hey, that's what I'm asking to J. So if I get whatever I'm facing, I know that He has measured it. I believe that He knows when I bluff and when I mean it. Though I'm biting more tha I can chew, He WON'T let me choke. how? I have no idea. But hey, we're talking about the One who creates Gates and Einstein and Da Vinci...so He knows how. there is no such thing as we call otherwise in His dictionary.
so.....let's wait.
when in denial things tend to be very violent to me. so let's be honest. I've written that if you haven't been to hell, heaven might not be that interesting. it's true. one can appreciate good 'luck' without having any bad 'lucks' beforehand. However, one whose life is filled with the 'unfortunates', will have greater appreciation toward the blessings.
Options exist.
my good opinion, don't dodge the 'unfortunates'. Instead, have them dealt well.
If the 'unfortunates' re-appear, It is as if we can always say, is that all you've got? I'll take your best shot. because they've been there before. Numb theory is bullsh#t. the 'unfortunates' hurt. Note that I use present tense for permanent state. We will never be numb...but we'll have our lessons learnt. Then we have the advantage of having a preparation.
