Marriage. Have no idea it will be such a long exhale...............hihihihi........
Making kebaya.....that's fun. Listing people. Being busy. bubuhohohoho.....love it.
I have a great time today, excluding those remedialists (I invented the word). But, it's such a relieve.
Dancing. Partying.Messing around. Surfing. Yeah. Back on track.
When I texted 'we are delusional' he agreed. 'we have been pretending to be loved' he had no hesitation toward it. The conclusion we made was, we were delusional. the 'were' might not be true in my case, for it reamains 'am'.
As hard as it sounds, when reality does bite. What could we possibly do? I'd say bite back twice harder. Plus a spa.
Hei dudey, my good opinion about crying: useless if there are things we can do to fix things; useful if there are nothing left for us to do.
Let's cry.
Plan to go home. Yeah.....skipping a day for my ol' folks. Preparing a vote.
They say I look like Farrah Quinn. I noticed her early this morning in Sunday POst. We might.
Talking to a newly-heart-broken friend. Let's take the bright side Milky, it can only break once. Repetitions dont count. You and l have lived through it, haven't we? so next time we're facing the almost-the-same-feeling-of an old brand new heart-break, we know what to do.
Im quite entertained today. Thinking of tmrw makes me sad and grateful at the same time. Good money day today...hihihihihihi....money is indeed the most helpful instrument in making things up.
Howeeeeevvvver, it's been a while since I accepted my latest state. The last few days I was in denial. Bad ones, keep on repeating the person that shall not be mentioned all over. As for the sake of honesty, I still cannot accept it fully, but 80% I've let go. =)
Jeezzz, I want my peace back.
At first I was afraid, I was petrified, I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side....
He, whose name shall not be mentioned, has left me with a shoot of dignity in me. The shoot shall grow, it takes time I know, but let me vow, it's root wont be shallow.
Beh..............It doesn't kill me. It shall never will. You're 1 in a million, however, since we have BILLION...s, finding a proper subtitute is just a matter of time....
How pathetic that sounds to you?
See my good opinion is, have a girlfriend. You can google it, that having a girlfriend *doesn't matter what sex you are, it isn't invloving sumthin' sexual* is actually the best way to seek for a comfort. They listen, they argue, the judge, they b*t@h, but eventually they understand. And the best thing is that.....they stay.
=)
Blah.......I'm straight...am I? do I look like Im having options to choose? neither does he. It's not me nor him, it's the world. We're living in a straight world. We see the line, we follow it but have no idea where it end or what's there waiting for us. You might feel as if you're turning, but you're not. Bend over, you'll see it clearer. People, you're not 'straighter' than him....Im not. Don't judge, for you'll be judge. I've learnt it the hardest way possible for me.
I got confused. What does exactly It want from us? Being straight is as hard as what they call the otherwise. Don't pretend to choose, it'll hurt you. For at the end, you know, you are customized already.
Let go. The pain-theory is better than the numb-theory. Enjoy!
today is the .......th day of the misery-vs-mistery-full days. I hate waiting. I wouldn't do this to others. Make them wait. Unless...............a really worthy stuff is coming otw. But still =( , though they say patience is indeed a virtue.
Best thing being a human.............we know exactly nothing.
tp lumayan lah ntn World Trade Center ma anak2 IPA. walo ga slese. KOreksian remains....ngngngng.....T-T my dearests A4.....please fix your scores, you're giving me a headache. What is wrong with building a chemistry with Chemistry? Prepare your physical endurance to face Physics. And biologically, you should be able to wrap up Biology. WHY?
